Dead Ends...

Strangely, the sudden rush appears as the only possible exit to my life…Running around in circles appears to be the meal of the day and my life resembles more than ever to a psychedelic existentialist movie. Where to go? When to stop? ….

I couldn’t help at wonder…When is it up to you to stop the vicious? When does it come the moment where is your own heart telling your mind to stop? My endless doubts make me delay the days...hoping for a sign that always comes under the wrong disguise!
Losing control over my mind, over my heart, over my life…searching for something that I don’t even know what it is…Hiding under the superficial embracing feeling of security, of familiarity…as if living in a place that feels like home would ever replace the need of a home…would ever replace the need of my own shelter.

Making movies and fairytales was always my trademark…maybe it’s time to wake up..to definitely leave behind those ambiguous feelings..to cut the core and end it all up!

Cause deep down on me I know that you and me will never become “we”…